Lately,life took many shades..It took turns I never anticipated..My blogs being partially responsible for the debacles as well..But I won't get into that shitty story..This is a new beginning to my life,where I have to restrategise my life and think clearly about my priorities........
The doubts over the selection procedure no longer exists.The apparent strong candidates not making it to the second round made it clear ,only the best were required.
It was the second event and its selections that amazed me though.I mean, what do they want,a person with good communication skills or a guy who can lick their asses with perverted acts of nudity and celebration of homosexuality.A guy in my group who spoke not once during the GD was invited for PI,the better guys were shown the door...Go on guys,may your event be successful.....I am still convinced I AM BETTER...
However, I wont say I was perfect in my own way...The first event had people who loved me once.I apologize to them for having disappointed them.I was insecure and perhaps too naive.Anyways,thats past.NO REGRETS..Whatever happens ,it probably has a reason....However ,the way some of them ignore me does hurt me....
I do realise I was arrogant in phases, though.
Asked my leader tonight ,if she thinks I am arrogant....Never expected her to be so honest...She replied ,"UMM...YUP AT TIMES".I mean the sentence could have been better constructed like....NO NOT REALLY,BUT IT DOES RUFFLE SOME FEATHERS.....Anyways,a sugar coated reply would have been of no use....
This post is meant to tell all those people who think/thought/will think that I am arrogant....TRUST me ,I never intend to be rude.Just that,my expressions are never really under my control...My expressions unknowingly do appear rude...AND I am trying my best to do something about it...The day is not far when, my face will reflect the humorous self...MAY be then my loved ones will stop ignoring me....TRUST ME I AM NOT THAT RUDE..
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hey shiresh thanx for the suggestions & all . btw i know u spent 2 yrs preparing for joint . & even though its unethical to disclose blogger identities , but i think i know u pretty well & no im nt someone from your school ( aps ballygaunge na?? )
i am the elder sis of a frnd of yours from turf , so chatting is outta question , but commenting is in :)
gr8,
I really loved your post.
I thought of doing it after "KTJ" and "SF"...............
But I decided not to disclose anything about my coll.
But if ur really hurt u can always express it!!!
Well done
Hats off to ur work!!!!
I do also think that you were the best candidate but sometimes .....................u hav 2 accept the reality ........
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