Sunday, August 10, 2008

I tried too Hard AND lost it all

Life is so unpredictable.Just when I thought everything is going well for me,I got the biggest shock of my life.MY only ambition is getting taken away from me,thanks to a senior who thought my enthusiasm was not good for me.

It started as a pleasant surprise and eluded me so suddenly.November last year,when nothing went right for me,this thing suddenly came out of nowhere.As I got to know it,it carried on surprising me.Just the magnitude,the glamour,the environment,the people.I thought ,yes this is where I belong.Eight months,I waited for it.Spending every minute thinking about it.

Now,I am told,its not there for me.

Now ,I am in the middle of nowhere.Nowhere to go,no one to turn to,no one to talk to.Please,if you know me,do not ask me about it.Let me be alone for sometime.

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